Cannot believe what I saw today

So I was sitting outside of my resource teacher's classroom like I do every school day and all of a sudden right behind me I see a bug. It was a big nasty bug, and I was scared to death. I was looking into my backpack to grab my book I read and sitting on one of the hallway lockers is a huge cockroach. It wasn't close to me but I still wigged out. Those things are evil, and they are sooo gross. I was all anxious afterwards because I thought it was still near me even though one of my friends stepped on it for me. Why was I still worried? Because the smoosh pile disappeared and I didn't move it. THAT is why I was still worried. I definitely do not like bugs. Especially the nasty creepy crawly kinds of bugs.